} Once i wish upon a star

♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009

I'm very angry and have the strange feeling again..... It's getting worst... most of the people to me is a stranger even if they are once my friends

We have to take temperature and the teacher have to record our temperature...

I really cant believe that Jeane*** does take the temperature taking seriously...

She keep on laughing and joking... y cant she joke and laugh after the temperature taking...she don't even know that now e illness is one for all, all for one....

She is like very wat... until i cant say..

Y must she care about other people temperature... people sick or not sick is nothing to do with her at all... totally

Her first temperature is 37.4... than ms lim call her retake and she keep on laughing, joking, moving around , and also say that her thermometer is poi... in her own mind she wanna go home. exams coming le lo... still wanna sick....

U cant dotn talk to me forever but there is no a need to give me that type of attitude...

is u urself wanna to make urself wan lo also not me...

i have right alot of things inside my chi and eng foolscap... sry for not showing u... lazy to take photo...

HE, we make no bake cookie.. at first the chocolate look with very thick after adding the peanut butter it look not that thick anymore

It taste abit weird but not bad... and this was the first time the sch are doing if i'm not wrong....

Now i dont even have the mood to go to sch even ifthe exams i round the corner...

So wat if i go to sch, is to studying and alsp make u feel haapy of coming to sch but i dont have that feeling..

has the days passed, u dont really feel like going to sch i rather stay at home rather than go to sch...

I really have the feeling that most of my friends is like a stranger to me...

I feel so insecure, sad, everyone is like stranger to me... and more...

I REALLY HATED TO GO TO SCH..

Y must that happen to me,... i hated it so much

EVERYONE IS STRANGER TO ME EVEN IF U R MY FRIENDS

I REALIZED THAT GOING TO SCH IS JUST TO MAKE ME SAD NOT HAPPY... THAN WAT FOR GOING TO SCH

EMOTIONAL ALSO EFFECT UR WORK IN SCH.... BUT I CANT FORGET THAT INCIDENT

WHENEVER I SAW HER I'LL REMEMBER THAT ... NO IDEA Y

AND MY SIT MOSTLY IS SIT CLOSE TO HER WAN

I WANNA CHANGE PLACE TO A PLACE WHERE NOBODY KNOW... CAN LET ME HAVE SOME PEACE... I WANNA PEACE....

LONELY IS FOREVER... IN THE CLASS NOW.... I WANNA PEACE AND LET IT GO! THE INCIDENT..

LET IT GO....

STRANGER....

LET ME BE ALONE...

&the time is 9:26 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I've really nothing to say at all

I cant believe tat Jeane*** will call me Shut Up went i'm giving comment...

That hurt poeple if u doesnt know at all... i dont thinkthat u know what is HURT this words mean... i think u have hurt more than one people......

Yet she down there playing HP...

U think will i b angry

U have been giving me attitude since e day when we never have breadfast, lunch... that day onwards, i already feeling that there is only me and xinru left alone...

I realized tat our friendship is getting further and further.... and also ur shadow is fading away... i cant help to let in stop fading away...

We have been spilted in 3 or 4 groups... only ur guys doesnt realized at all...

this is y our friendship is getting further and further....

most of ur shodow is starting to fade away in my mind....

I started to have e feeling of insecure, boring, sian, etc and more..... And also a strange feeling tat most of ur are stranger to me...

Wat had make me to have this type of feeling? The class or the poeple? I have totally no idea at all.... totally

U'RE R IN TOTAL STRANGER IN CLASS TO ME!! TOTAL STRANGER!!

HATED A PEOPLE IS SO SO EASY BUT WHEN U WANNA LET IT GO... IT VERY HARD.... Y???

I WANNA FORGET THEWHOLE THINGS

FRIENDSHIPS CAME VERY EASY,

HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF BEST FRIENDS

BUT WHEN, U LONG TIME NEVER KEEP IN CONTACT,

THE SHADOW OF HER WILL SLOWLY FADE AWAY IN UR MIND

SLOWLY ANS SLOWLY UNTIL U CANT REMEMBER.... FADING...FADING

I really hated tat feeling... totally...

most of ur shadow started to fade away... slowly...slowly.... fade away

let me forget u all... i really want....

Let me be all alone... so that i wont have any trouble and the strange feeling...

LET ME BE ALL ALONE...

&the time is 6:45 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

2day a few teacher scolded us as we are very very noise

I ytd think that today that PCT will be like that time when we discuss the class-tee... is true

We keep on talking, never listen and u need to pass up the free-day form to the teacher by thur.... no time already, we still havent know where r wanna go even though there is a few location to chose.We have been discuss for about 1h but still dont have any answer at all.... Thur need to pass up le... lucky i'm not any of the leaders...

I this few days keep on thinking... can i find back last time 1F that class?

Full of jokes(when we discuss stuff ect..), very enthus, hyper, ect... and more

Can i find back last time 1F? I dont think so at all ... now the class is full of quarrling, talking, etc,....and more

Y must the class become like tat? Where is the 1F team spirit?

I really think that this class wasnt a class anymore, totally not at all..

first time see Mr Low scolding student, i though he will not scolded student as he can stand the noise level of ours(i'm inculded)... but now i think he cant.. he started scolding...

If also join in, u will feel very lack out if u dont join in... totally ...

During HE class also the same only half the class if under Mrs Wing cooking lesson.

We make alot of noise(i make some,but when i was listening to music i never talk and dont feel like talking at all)... she scolded us also a few times but we never keep quite only after she scolded that a few seconds we are quite only. than the noise continued....

&the time is 4:53 PM

♥ Monday, April 27, 2009

today the sci teacher, Mrs Tan abit siao want lo

She go collect alot stuff from the rubbish trash... she say recycle

Nvm... it's gd to recycle.... lols

she take all those 3+ year old kid play the games and show us

Me and my friends say that she take it from the rubbish trash not her friends gave her want ... she love to make up storys but it's not funny but she think that's very funny

She like adnormal sia...

She keep on playing with the toys and i cant even see anything from the back of the class as we sit according to register no. wa lao.... 7 sia i hated it .... lols...

She keep on showing the toys until I say mayb she take from the rubbish trash than never play b4 so she keep on 'playing'.

She is so so so so so lame... never see so lame teacher only have see b4 outdateed teacher ....

have hist test today hope that i can PASS also...

tmr have HE finnal test hope that i can PASS

&the time is 10:10 PM

♥ Friday, April 24, 2009

2day Ms Lim never come... Yeah!!

But today was a very frecking day someone piss me and Xin Ru off

Now than i realized tat without ms Ong in the class, the class become very mess, confussing, lots of quarreling...etc

Where Ms Lim in class or not too me it make no different at all

where should we go or PCT??

Y we always have to ask this question??

And the office people keep on tell us that we should go Mr Foo class, but he wasnt there

So where should we go? in the end stay in our form class better

We talk about the class-tee.. Y cant we let the teacher chose the colour tat would be better as different people like different colour and we have already talk about his matter for about 1 week+ and i dont think u have came out any outcome at all

Can we pls dont put our register no.?

I dont really like my register no. 7 i prefer 6 than 7

The person that piss me and Xin Ru off is 'person' i dont wanna say the name out as i scared later she go tell teacher and she can play all those games like pushing games. When we paly with my friend, She accidently oush untill her she go shout'oi, dotn play la' in a very very unhappy way. Ps we just playign only wat there is no a need to shouted right except u r angry at someone... but she aint lo. Piss me off
She keep on shouting that she wanan want this colour for the class-tee etc.. so loud until i shouted at her back to call her keep quite... the class already so noise already without any teacher than she add more noise to it...

I know u wanan that colour but there is no a need to shouted at the person who is speaking right... and she haev a very very bad attitude. I also have sometime. She is like dont friend u at all lo and when she needed help or etc, she will be very nice to u.... Same as Denzel Teo

When can we haev class-tee? What is our class-tee colour? i really dont knoe at all even if i'm in class ... so messy

Y Must Ms Ong go deliever so so early?? The class is like... very noise, disobey the sch rules etc... Y will our class become like that without ms Ong? Y?Y?Y? We cant we have peace in class .... there is so so many work and test come up... Stress

about 1 more week to exam, mon Hist test , Wed sci test....

still have test coming say leh... pls dont give us a suprise... is aint a surprise at all... WE make the new chi teacher, Lin Lao Shi, disspointed... ps just only a chi class need so many 'VIPs' to come? I dont think so at all... And we always do this to ms ong and also not surprise too u at all... We always make alot of noise..

PS NO OFFENCE PS .. the new China girl make me more confuss in chi class man.... actually i know and understand the word and the meaning, but after she say,i dont understand and it make me more and more confuss.... ps stop making me sto so confuss...

Have bball training, we still haev to run the capterpillar.. Omg than have the run 'shuttle run' again so so tired and e sun is so so scorching... hated it

We also have to do 3 sets of 10 push up, now my hand dont have any strength after the 30 push up....and we have to do it b4 the second break... so so tired i hated the training when we have no bball net ... the training will not be so tough

When can the bball net come? Very tired sia the training... i make me wanna die... even if we training so hard, will we win bball? I dont think at all we only win one sch..... Y must the heaven treat us like that? training so hard also got no outcome at all....

&the time is 5:27 PM

♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

2day have HE, sad that either me or joanne never took pic... nvm, it's tast delicious... hehe

today having chi class there is 2 chi teacher and Mrs Chin came in sia

Hell lo... just a chi class need so many people come in and see meh

No freedom lo like that... hated it..nvm

Than hist class they go forward the tes to mon... surely fail want lo.. as i never even listen in class and i hated hist(no offence) fun meh?

Yeah!! Ms Silver not here than i can use HP..lols

After that I go back to GESPS with selvie(sry for the wrogn spelling) to pass Mrs Quek e disc.

Dont ask me wat disc...pls

Mrs Quek reached there early than me... that of cause she no need to walk i have to walk to there only walk out than can le lo ... lols

She look like a parent waiting for her daughter/son than bring them back home

Cant believe that she is Mrs Quek sia... lols she walk to me...

Selvie ask me ... is she Mrs Quek, i reply yeah, of cause is her...

'Wa she so fair sia i cant believe that she is her' she said

i was like huh? But really she is really very fair

The first thing she say me is how is my schooling? I reply her suck.. that of cause lo

So pai sei sia... so many people looking at me, Mrs Quek and selvie... so so so pai sei.. so I look down at the tunnel.

She ask me wat's inside e disc? u go check urself lo i reply her

She call me work hard.. okay but not chi.. hehe

She wanna to try... okay i'll try

Really hope that one day i can meet up wif u again..ps dont be outside the sch...

After than me and selvie went for lunch she say she very fair and she very young.... OMG She abt 36 atill an younger?...OMG she say is e cloth that she wear...

Have bball training today, SO tough sia... i cant do the things that he wanna us to do.. ps if i can than i'll get gold for NAPFA le lo

so though sia the training... feel like tmr dont want to go

&the time is 8:13 PM

♥ Monday, April 20, 2009

Today was a very very tired day...

Ms Grace Lim and Mrs Choy never come. YEAH!! love it

But a very very unlucky things happen to our class 1F

We have HWP today and mostly we go to the com lab due to the class class as thtey wanan use our room for chi class

And we waited for at least 20min b4 wanting to go to the office to ask

so me and xinru decided to ask and they call us go to Mr Foo(hope i spell it correctly) and he will be there

and when we reached there, there is nobody and we went down to the office again...

we actually haev to go to Mr Alvin Ho class and i went in, 1A1 and 1A2 student go scolded the first few student.

"Y ur comign to disturbing" they shouted and also they never watched the movie and talk so loudly.... like we have mistake like that ps we also very luan, which class should we go also

And the end there is 3 classes under Mr Alvin Ho ... and i think there is a misunderstanding la... nvm

And during Hist class, wa lao we have to write so many words and i hated writign as my hand is very pain i haaev no idea y

and during math class , Mr Seow first time shout soo loud in a angry voice as we are talkign very loudly after one question and we dont even care wat he is saying at all. of cause la this wed we have math test...

We have a test in chi class and we keep on talking b4 the test and duringthe test we also talking(included me too:):)), danzel keep on hip-up and our class keep on laughting and b4 that we already cracking jokes and laughtign all the way

until she darn angry and shouted' this is a test, when got test, people talk want?'

but nobody cares we still continued talking, crackign jokes and laughting

Btw tmr have NAFA, JIAYOUS ALL E 1F PEOPLE

JIAYOUS!!!

&the time is 6:44 PM

♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

ytd have bball trainin

i came 30 min later

the sun is scorching

i have to run 'shuttle run' within 30 seconds(if i not worng)

than after that we have to chess pass to our frirnds using medicine ball.

At first when we throw is was very heavy, but after a while than ht heavy at all like normally ball like that

We have to chess pass 50 than 80

Atfer the whole things, we take the normally bball

Wa... is was as light as a piece of paper

all most all the girl have thsi feeling

than we have to do five man, I thiml some people forget how to do le

Coach keep on scolding until form 3 bballs to 1 bball than 2

we have to do it under the sun and it's extremely hot and i'm very thirsty

B4 we can go home, we have to do 10 push up, 10 start jump(hope i spell correctly), 10 perpiss(hope i spell it correct), 60s of superwomen and 50 skips

we have to do 3 sets

WA.... really darn tired sia

Without the bball pole the training is like tougher than normal

On the same day, GESPS have sport carnival.

I can hear the shouting, screaming and cheering during my bball traning

it so loud

YEah... i know which house win.

YELLOW, RED,GREEN,BLUE

Yeah.... same as last year YELLOW house won...

YELLOW HOUSE ROCS... hehe i'm also in yeloow house last year

&the time is 7:09 PM

♥ Friday, April 17, 2009

Joanne and me

me and Joanne work

Angie and Xin Ru work

ytd we have HE and we cook vegetable with chicken+butter.

At first we are shock to cook chicken as i was the first time for some of the people

I was really very fun to cook but i very harder to wash the plates etc..

we steam the broccoli than add salt and sugar and this was the dressing for the dish

Than we go deep the chicken with egg and ceral

The oven is very hot sia... OMG

The food tasted nice but the the vegetable is too salty

than after sch, i have bball training

wat the hell, is very tough sia...

Is PT

we have to run the Caterpillar. Means that the last person dashed around the bball court until she catch up the last pupils ans the last people have to dashed the same and it go on and on.... until the first person.

I run the no. 3 and i dashed 1 round about the bball court... it's so tiring

after than we jump over the bottle for station 1 and 2 after tat we do crab... than do 90 degree with medicine ball ... wa... is so heavy... my hand wanna break le lo

after we do the up and down the chair and jump as high as possible

than do the medicine ball again for 2 station and than do skipping and push up

I'm almost out of breath..

and more....

today, lit class, than have to earth day rehearsal...

than go bball, wa lao coach call me run first i take 27s to run the four corner of the bball court

wa tired also... have to skip 500 times.... OMGG...

than go buy bubble tea with hui zhen, selvie and yingjie

&the time is 7:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009

2day we have our class and CCA photos

we took one formal one and aothoer informal

sad..:( our class photo is imprefection without Ms Ong

andd during the informal one,we all dont know wat to do... so we all anyhow do

After sch, we have to stay in sch until 3.30 for my bball photo taking.

we also take the same formal and informal

for the informal one we make on shimin...hehe

both the pic for formal is sit in the first row and the informal one i'm standing at the second row...

I'm wondering when can we get our class pic?

&the time is 9:43 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009

2day was a day that I was very happy and also very boring day.

Yeah... Mrs Choy came than when home... no need to write asay, sadded ... tmr have to write no choice.... but is better than 2day write

Boring is that we have music and the teacher, Mr low, keep on giving us 'trouble'. All of us prefer the skit than the dance, but he wanna the dance as it was simple. But most of the people wanna the skit,in the end he as no choice ti have the skit...

i scared tat the main key person wont come for the rehearsal, but i think all have except for those people have to leave as there is important things to do..

Finally, the times came, we can leave and go for our tournament...

After we have taken our lunch, me , shimin and angie when to take work from our HE teachers as we will be skipping class.

most of the people is so so shocked to see that we wear jersey.... hehe:):)

We leave for the match le.. when we reach CCAB, we saw Raffles Girls(RG) and Ceadar Girls(CG) playin match .... OMGGG.... RG trash CG.... sia la... but the both sch are very gd in playing bball....

WE are vsing CHIJ(HIJ)... i defend no.12... at frst she is not so ferice but after the third quarter, she become more and more ferice..... We finally win yeah....

32:20... 'c' girl divison YIPPY HURRAY....

tmr we have class and CCa photo taking,

hope that Ms Ong can come, but i think the answer is No de...

she just deliever her child less than 1 mth, u think she will come,

hope that she can come....

And also so hoe is the skit for the earth day? can anyone msg me and tell me pls?...

pls

&the time is 5:47 PM

♥ Monday, April 13, 2009

2day was a very boirng and sian day as today was a the main subject.....

Hist was rather boring... and more

than afternoon we have to stay back for the Earth Day Skit....

What the hell,....Mr Low go change the whole things ...

from a skit to a song only

almost everyone was unhappy and we all have to replan everthings....

sadded....:(:(

we have a hard time to plan all the step etc....

Nvm we all will try our best to rehasle tmr in the music class...

tme we have bball tournament with CHIJ...

'C' DIVISION GIRLS... JIAYOUS.... THIS MATCH MUST MUST WIN...

JIAYOUS

&the time is 7:48 PM

♥ Friday, April 10, 2009

Ytd have Sport carnival and after that we have bball tournament @ CCAB

Girls are vsing Cedar Girls while Boys ware vsing Henderson...

So boring sia.... staring at the sky and the people running

But lucky that i have bring a book to read so it wont be so boring...

The Opsrey teacher call us to cheer but i never cause the cheer i really very awful the cheer...

me, shimin and hui zhen sit together... but we never chat..hehe

me and shimin keep on counting down to 11 as we can leave early

Sadded...:(:( is that Mr TanPH fall down when he was running... :(:( hope he is fine..

Finally 11 o'clock come...me and shimin walk out of the stadium...

Wa... Mr sagwant( sry for the wrong spelling) bodyguard the gate to see whether got people went home....hehe

After that when we want to walk back top the stadium that time,.. we saw Faye, Eileen and the rest...

We take 153 to CCAB....

Shimin was scared to see her friends as 2 of her friends was in Cedar Girls...

keep on shacking me and say,OMG..... Cedar Girls leh.....

Wa... the first quarter we already losing le lo.... 23 i think so

The second quarter we than score a few bball....

Three people defence one people sia.... and i sprink until me leg man.... sadded:(:( cant go tmr training....

i ask wen ting for the scores for the sport carnival...

Falcon, Hawk, Osprey, Eagle

Wa... Osprey last year got first than this year got third and they keep on looking for people sia...to join the games and they never chose any sec 1 want lo ....:(:(

&the time is 11:50 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 8, 2009

So sian...

tmr have sport day and after that i haev bball tournament....

so boring sia... sitting at the sport complex staring at the sky blankly and doing nothing....

can i dont go?

so sian going there doing nothing...

Hope tmr we can win Cedar Girl...

during recess..i keep on think howi makefriends with shimin and on...

idk sia...

how i make friends with them?

even shimin herself also dont know...

Today we 1.15 than end sch...Yeah...i like it....

After that i went to see the doctor,

i have no really no idea hoe i make friends wif the nurse there...

we chat, exchange songs...

I have no idea how i make friends with her?

HOPE WE CAN WIN CEDAR GIRLS....

JIAYOU!!!!'C'DIVISION GIRLS..

WE CAN MAKE IT WAN....

BELIEVE IN URSELF....

CAN MAKE IT

&the time is 5:34 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 7, 2009

2day i have a fun time in Home Econe (cooking)....

We have been laughtin and talk about food all the way trought out for the 1h...

When u enter, Mrs Wong told us that we have a pop quiz 2day and almost everyone never learn for the test...

she say pop quiz is like suddenly is pop up...OMG... i never revise and learn...

all the people also never learn... we go bet wif the teacher that we will surlyfail for the test one and it will be included in the CA1( think so)...

Than there is two question but all is very hard and is first question is dirtaty fiber that question... all the peopleis aasking how to do...

than suddenly there is white white things in the air... oh.. it the things for killing ot mositques... and it is very smell.... that wasted a few min of angie and joanne time...oh tks btw...

But i have no idea y are we laaughting.... throught out...hehe

than we have our sci test... what the hell today also dont have sci class y must we have it today y cant tmr.... since u are so free..can scolded us for 20mins for a very very small stuff..not bring books etc...

make us stay back... i think alot of people hated Mrs tan.... cause the girl from sec 2 one also hated her so so much... i also is like a mad dog shouting shouting.. siao one sia

the sci test darn hard sia....

After tat we have to stay back for the music that skit for the earth day... think so ..

so sian sia.... nothing to do there only play the recorder...

And and Xinru suddenly say until Ms Ong...

we said that without her in the class the class like very luan and very boring....

i only like her form-teacher not chi teacher.... wondering when can she come back and be our form teacher? Starting to miss her already sia....

I'm wondering about our class-tee?

dont know how is it now...

whether can make? still a question mark.... hope that we can have one....

&the time is 6:08 PM

♥ Friday, April 3, 2009

but today was a quite boring day... CEP, chi Lit... so boring

that today cant have training cause i'm not feeling well and netball have match.... do we cant at all..sadded.. tmr also cant go training...

WA.... wat the hell... today the sci teacher...

does anyone know this word 'unid'? no right?(think so )

She wanna us to tell her wat's the word....

everyone keep quiet... as none of them know what the hell she is talking about....(guess so)

she scolded us a few but we still keep our mouth shut man...

Finally we any out the meaning... the word is 'unit' sia.....she spell wrongly still don't know ....

i down there say....OMG..she don't even know that she spell wrongly the word still dare to scolded us... can believe it sia.....didn't even say sry OMG.....

I'm really wondering that in wat way she is gd ???.... can anyone tell me????.... really i wanna know i very curios......

&the time is 8:14 PM

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